Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Haiz... "warning...if I forget u plz scold me 2moro...I will edit..hahahas" 1 year older le...it is rly different...
Who was the 1st??
haiz...cant rmb...
lets take it as shafiq...he told me today is wad??? zzzz....zzzz "XMEN RELEASE..." hhahahahahaaa...quite cute la....
oh ya return physics...waaa WORST PRESENT ... failed again...haiz 2x2x2 = 6? WTH la... becox of that the whole question I do do do all wrong...i threw the paper 3 times ... I thot can get high high...but lucky many people fail...8 passed..haiz I shld be 1 of them if I nv 2x2x2=6....
ok la...I thank all at 1 time later then choose some to talk abt...: (nt by order becox I cant rmb le and sm names must be tgt hahahas...) Those hu rmb!! hahas Shirley, Shafiq, dewey, huixin, Dixuan, Joey Han, Pung Yue Yun, zheng rong, Alethea, genevieve, beverly,matthew, yong hao, Ng Yeuk hang, Roy Wen Xian, Jeremy, Wynn, Wai kit, Simin,Kenneth Lim, yon ling, kimberlyn, Mdm Low yu Qian, Christine, Jasmine, zhi yu, Rachael, Wei Ting, kimberly(junior), claudia (junior), hui shi (junior), Yu Ting (junior), Gi Ying, OH YA 1 more.. shafika... this person I must introduce to shafiq...hahahs although shafiq u too big for her...I mean she sec 1 u sec 3 mah...hahahas Oh ya...For those presents hahahahas and also haiz...Joey that shuttlecock I cant use...I scared spoil it...hahas Zheng Rong thanks for running there to buy...hahahahas.. it is bought with hard earn money and sweat hahas...I hope it remains the sweets are still sweet hahahs..haiz yo some chocolate, sweets etc ...I DUN WAN EAT...I WAN KEEP... but 1 day if I cant resist...I will eat and keep the wrapper...this is nt pervert ok...this is sentimental!!Those Cards: (SMT THAT WOULD BE KEPT WITH ME FOREVER!!!)
Most touched by those cards...hahas ... sry recycling bin or dustbin or rubbish bin...no business for u...hahas
Unclean toe...thank u...I noe I am young... collection of elephants ... u dun scared I rmb rui he nt u meh?? Rui He if u see this, u might be question marks only la..hahas ... Nice card!!! u pressure me leh...becox next time my card must make nicer than urs mah...
Kimber fatty lyn...quite smooth...waaa nice card la...u noe why? gt my pic mah...hahahhas.. some secret messages shall nt be told hahahas Dewey sim- hahas ur card quite smooth hahas...very dewey styled..oh ya...some people nearly saw wad u wrote...in next second I snatch away...if nt later dunno wad burst ar...hahahahas... erm...u quite contradicting ar...shld I study or nt ?? hahahas...anyways I guess I lose le la...however, u rly gave me the courage to continue when I was abt to give up...hahas
Joey Han...Nice creativity...also very nice...becox gt my pic..hahahahas steal from year bk...becareful...dun get sue...u joey han nt susan han.
Pung Yue Yun ar...hahas nt bad,.. art improved alot...u noe why??? becox u draw me mah...
yu ting : nt bad ar the card...hahahas Gi ying: erm haven talked to u yet...u are my junior classmate hhahas... nt bad ar...ty for ur effort for the card that I would keep forever!
My birthday is the day MR CHEW 1st TIME NV COME IN 3/8 ! hahahas abit miss him..hahas this is said nt as back up incase he come see my blog...hahas but said from a gd student's mouth hahahas...
On the 18th april Mr Chew said " I shall give a test on kenny's birthday" WTH... la.. hahahas fate doesnt allow him to do so!! he gave it today but he didnt came...MANY TOOK IT AS PRACTICE...I TOOK IT AS HOMEWORK... kenneth lim said saw him at general office in morning...haiz I guess he hasnt cursed himself bah... he said 1 hor..."hu noes I 2moro u will nt see me already...dun assume...blah blah blah... what last lesson.....wad last day..." WTH LA... he dun really sound smooth... hahahas Oh ya...those hu postponed to after exams, I THANK YOU, YOU in advance hahahas!
Presents ar?? ok la pictures shall be show soon...handphone charging!!
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29 April 2009
15 years of life!! Who are those around me now??hahahas! few mins be4 I sms her asking how r u... I also sms shafiq whose phone is spoilt...hahahas shafiq when it is repaired u will receive it..That was how I used my last 2 free, 14 year old message! 0000- Simin replied sms ".." secret0003-kimberlyn (I wanted type kimber fatty lyn)-... hahahas wrote "..." secret! hahas smt that touched me...until I am moved... hahahas nt till the molested extend...~smooth~ hahas...as promised I will blog it... hahas... "secret" I think u all also dun wan noe de hor...hahas I am half my 30s !! nt 35 but 15! Half a 30 bah...
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I rmb last year's bday was great!
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Thank yous to:
By Order (according to those hu remember starting date was today):
Early Wishes! Nt bad!In school:
Kimberlyn - actually said "yes yes! I noe..." telepathy...read my mind that I was abt to hint hint to her... 28div 4 is 7... wad number is next after the next?? On Msn:Joey Han - Nt bad... something made with HANds... I shall wait till 2moro!! Alethea- decided to wish 3 words to me on msn... 3 words - nt ily..but happy-birth-day..yes I broke the words up..hahas nt bad science brain rly gd in rmbing things well!! but nt gd at others? pretend I didnt say the last phrase..hahas Dewey, claimed to me that it is 2moro!... yes..thanks for reminding me... I appreciate ur kind reminder...hahas hmmmmm let me think further of smt else... (inner thoughts never fail to create suspence)During Brainiac!Jeremy- told me it will be a belated 1, hahas touched that he remembered the actual date! SO Glad that he is prolonging the birthday atmosphere !! KEEP ME IN SUSPENCE! so great! (*Nt all suspence feel the same*) Oh well hahas rmb the words I wrote ...and ur mum saw it??? hahas.. sry for donating my happiness on ur sorrow...Kimberly(badminton Junior) asked me to confirm the date...lol ...gd junior must treat senior well ar...hahahahahahas hint hint again ar!! When I watched the recorded ping ping pang pang show! (sry for nt replying msn..I wasnt there)Beverly- Unexpected memory space... It shld be a compliment rite? plz take it as one (hehehe) U shld noe I am jk with no evil ar ... (store in fats ar???) oh well "fat" again??? haiz... Who is next?? Names come next is nearer to the real date hahahahas!!!
45mins left!!
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
sm1 told me NEW Ez link card lost...and I said... "Just pretend u haven received it yet" Rather amazed by myself for saying such thing...Lame? of no help? asking for beating...hahasthats all for today...25/4/09Private trainning today was not up to my standard... it is like only the last physical very meaning..worth of my time...the running is like I anytime also can run...
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Dun ask...dun say...nv be known...
Friday, April 17, 2009
1 shld nv assume...say wad u think it is...if it is wrong, it will be corrected...but if u just think u understand...u might nt ..then u ...leave it forever with u... till the day u realised that wad u understand is nt rite...Sometimes, I thot...but actually it is nt that bad...but due to the negatives thoughts, things were made worse...therefore, must erm ask...confirm...It is tiring to aim for perfection... it is difficult to be the best..becox being the best is hard to maintain...PEOPLE, PLZ STOP TELLING PEOPLE STOP DOING THIS AND THAT...INSTEAD TELL PEOPLE WAD TO DO... if u tell some1 dun forget this... isnt it better to tell the person to rmb that....
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YFriday, April 17, 2009
Some1 told me
Friday, April 10, 2009
Some1 told me:You're determined to winYou wan to winyou aim to winyou win be4you noe how to winBUT you cant win. That person told me that I didnt believe that I could win...I only believe that I could after I win...Another person told me that :I hav a strong thinking that dun allow me to accept others word.I am to inflexibleI dun believe peopleMy instructor told me lots of things that sounds rather true, but in my mind:I doubted and questioned it ...I didnt accept the advice...SOme examples are:He told me to forget my own way of playing and accept wad he teaches... :I didnt feel it is a good idea, thus wont accept that as well... if i forget how I play...I dunno how to play le la... he tell me to forget...he must immediately tell me how to play mah...if nt I sure cant forget how I play 1st mah be4 he tell me the new 1...or nt I left with nth leh....He said told me that the person improved alot...:I didnt think so..in fact I think that he didnt deproved...hahas...He told me that I was once changed, now come back again... :I thot...gt meh...I cant rmb wad I changed... is like he shld tell me wad is it la...so vague.He told me that people lob back full court I lose le... :I thot...the floor so slippery, if I move back...fall down le loh...and I only cant hit 2 times la..he say until like hit there I 100% lose like that...We lost in a match, he say very hard to partner me...cant find any1 to pair with me...:is like ya that is true...but he partner me gt win mah...he infront can tap dun tap people lift I smash out, become my fault...WTH LA... He told me make the game simple dun think too much: later he say... I must think where to hit dun anyhow hit...wth... he ar always nv fail to contradict himself...confuse me...I rly noe he says is for my own gd...but many things he say, I just cant control to doubt it and question it and argue on it... Sry...sad for myself for unable to accept wad he says... haiz..unless he could really convince me fully...Btw... he often tells me wad nt to do wad cannot do...I am left so blank la...I dunno wad to do...HE SHOULD TELL ME WAD TO DO INSTEAD MAH... sometimes he tell me net...sometimes he tell me there cant net...is like so fragmentized la... he shld explain when to do this when to do that mah... he says must hit to back hand..I always hit...he told me..dun always hit same place...wth...I rly dunno how to play le la... he tell me the back leave to partner take...then people hit behind I nv take he say this case is mine...waaaa....sometimes I just feel that... I DUNNO HOW TO PLAY LA....I thank you for teaching me...I had seriously thot of everything u told me...U noe I hav a strong thinking and nt easy to knock words into me...ya sry I cant accept anything... due to the reasons above...if u ever read this, perhaps u could convince me base on all those... I am so glad to meet an instructor hu would tell my weakness straight to me... u shld understand that it is nt easy to change one's character... unless u can ever convince me, becox I can hardly believe myself to be wrong that is wad I am most wrong abt... Everything there is gd and bad...since i am like that ...I believe there is a gd side of me as well. therefore perhaps u shld nt change me but tell me how to change my bad side into a gd side... Becox stealing is bad , but steal from rich giv to poor is rather GD...
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YFriday, April 10, 2009
I hate...
nt to the extreme :)-I hate it most when I knew how to do but no time to complete.-I hate it most when I can do yet careless. -I hate it when I put in so muc effort yet cant get wad I wan.-I hate it when u told me I was wrong but nv tell me wad is rite.-I hate it when people felt I done wrong but didnt put themselves in my shoes to understand why I do soI hate myself for thinking too muchI hate myself for aiming for the bestI hate myself to spend time on extra thingsI hate myself for nt believing things I shld believeI hate myself for imagining things/ thinking too muchi hate myself for stressing others outI hate myself for always blaming othersI hate myself for demanding too much from othersSometimes it is a gd thing to hate in order to reflect ...
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