Friday, May 15, 2009
i dun feel like coming fot cca tomorrow...haiz just after ecam next day hav cca le is like wad the hell la... 1stly...my memory getting worse... i didnt bring any bag..therefore, I left my phone and smts with zheng rong..OMG I FORGOT TO TAKE BACK...grrr 4 days no phone...DEAD... hope he dun on it...invade privacy... lol trust he so pass him... trust he wont on bah..even on...dun invade...zz... ty for keeping for me without rental fee anyway... physics and chem was easier than bio ...i mean paper 1...due to paper 2 already hard le mah..especially physics... ok ..ko le loh... some silly mistakes again that i realised only after I handed in, i thot it all properly..but too late again....grrrr...it is always happening..haiz anyways...haiz...its ok... erm... gtg slp le..nites...finally can get some rest after many days of mugging...
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Is the Bio paper 2 too easy? If nt y paper 1 so hard?? wth la..dun think nvm..come to think of it, many answers like wrong le loh... Chem and physics how? ...rly cant stand it already... 3 papers I dun wan to get back... 1 is compo..2 is Physics paper 2...last is bio paper 1... Human demands is nv ending...self demand is demanding..I wan to get at least 28/30 for paper...this makes me feel terrible nt getting it...so wad if I get it?? next time, i would wan full marks...this is nv ending... is it a blessing nt to get 28 this time?? but perhaps, an A2 might nt be possible this time round... haiz... Disappoint...rather... compared the answers...thought of the questions...there is nth I can do...I thot bio can pull me up, perhaps I am wrong... physics paper 1 can pull me uP? hahas...cant tell yet... I dunno how fair is it, but a guy, didnt take paper 2 physics, count only paper 1, if he gets higher than me becox of his paper 1, I MIGHT CONSIDER THAT "VERY FAIR"... wth la.. if I noe, I would make myyself sick on the day of physics paper 2 and maths paper 2...hahahas...isnt that a gd strategy?? wth... SO wad this is nt old levels? Haiz..perhaps I am too self demanding...but... but... is nt abt being the best, but I felt that I didnt do my best...due to carelessness I just donated marks to the teacher... grr.. yes...I didnt wan to be careless, but again and again I made silly mistakes that I shld get it rite... ahhhhhhhhhhh...THis is so damn frustrating... if I can noe how much I get, perhaps I can feel better, but ...cant...how am I going to concentrate on my physics and chem? I cant relax..I also cant concentrate, time just past like that... If 2moro no paper nvm..but... WAD DID I GET IT WRONG??? grrrrrrrrrr ahhhhhhhhhhI thought this time can pull me up, but seemed like... I must always work harder the next time...forget it... I must always work harder the next time rite??? yes kenny... After the holidays... haiz...must work harder for that time...Ms chan, Mr Chew, Mr Tan, Mdm Norul, Mr Sim, Mdm Yuslina, Ms Jow, Mdm low!! I shall be ready!!!!!! To be continued...(after End of year exams...)
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Exams...Is there a another chance? Yes I hav...end of the year...How if I still dun do well?Old levels more important... haiz...there is always a next time??"sm1 told me that people hu get low marks now can earn more money next time..."lol...The book seemed to be demoralising me now...the sight of it...but I still hav to wait for my results... Paper 1 seemed to be very easy, but nt as expected though...I guess... shld I learn ? cant rly learnt...Although, wad's over is over, I just cant get it off my mind..I cant revise physics paper 1...cant...demoralised...1 thing is that paper 1 shld come 1st, isnt it better??? this is a stupid arrangement. Today, had maths paper 2 and biology paper 2...is like wth?? 2 paper 2s... mad leh...so wad we hav had a long rest? in the long rest, hu will study vigorously? is like human will slack automatically... even if 1 studies thru out the break of 4-5 days, it is rather ridiculus to make 2 paper 2s in 1 day.... totally mad...I am given the chance to slp...and now...I rly dun wan to slp...yesterday, I wan to slp but cant slp...human simply cant control themselves well... XDSO wad IF I LOST this time??? There is always a next time in life...although differeent chances exist next time, every opportunity lead to different route of success!!Did I TRY MY BEST??? Sometimes I rly wonder...is that my best?? Is that my ability?? Is it becox I lack of slp? ok...factors do affect, but is my ability to control the factors affecting... Once again, carelessness is part of one's ability, thus cant be blamed...if blamed why did I make this careless mistake, perhaps to me whole paper is careless, I shld get full marks shldnt I???
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YTuesday, May 12, 2009
In the long nite...
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Tues is the Exams le...haiz...cant find the feeling to study leh...shldnt rest so long la..this long break just make me 1 to slack...haiz... Ok..erm, just nw, I looked at sm cards. haiz... Primary school friends seemed to be so far away le.. Perhaps, as time goes on, in my future school, will my secondary school friends be far away and primary school friends get even further... kindergarden ones already lost le...hahas... That day, I was walking home from interchange, I saw a guy, but he is like waa...changed so much le la from last time erm erm to now cool cool leh...I still recognise him, but I doubt he rmb me although I last time erm erm now still erm erm la...hahas ... (dun roll eyes) ... we just ca jian er guo... shoulder to shoulder... I looked back, the sky was dark, he was walking straight. It seemed that he is walking towards the dark clouds further and further... (dramatic ar!) ok la.. erm ... omg.. that msn virus spreading like mad...so many people kana... keep harrassing me la.. also cant block that person...haiz..ok la..I guess I must revise bio le... Bye..
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Thursday, May 07, 2009
Results = what u noe +confident level - careless - pressure - stress = marks... Careless mistakes is nt careless but is the ability limit. Carelessness shows the ability of the person. Carelessness is how unstable a person is during exams. It is not smt that can be controlled. Unless the person improved his stability, which is due to personality. Personality could be changed, but nt easy. Previously was 2x2x2=6This time was 2.0cm = 0.2m ...lost for words...I harpped on the marks lost to the questions that follows up...totally stupid idiot... I bet I will jump up the table and tear the paper when I receive it back...wth...I will nv forgive myself la... IS NT I DUNNO LA...IS WTH...I slapped myself 5times still cant feel the pain as bad as the pain of wasting the marks... My physics test flung...exams must pull up...seemed like..cant... gone case... I will forgive myself for misconception...but nv to forgive myself for being careless...
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Why exams so slow... mdm low says she is slow..(I saw at her locker..) lol.. haiz this exam is dragged far to long le la... but if too close, the suffering is short but more... due to the time constrain.. haiz.. after the vigorious revise the previous day, today nit prepare for next subject...haiz rly...wan to relax la... 1 after another it comes... haiz.. is like mdm low sitting on me... "do u wan me to sit on u!?" she told me...it nv fail to keep me smiling. hahas. haiz ... today Hist.. how was it...i wrote the given at the last...becox I cant possible write in the middle after I forgt to write it at the beginning...haiz...Mr Sim plz ar...A maths is like..erm...erm...Pass can le la..haiz...I revised and revised.. Mr chew gave the practice the questions including a,b,c etc.. is nt as much as the paper today...haiz I NO TIME FINISH...is like 5 mins left...I rather check my ans and do those I dunno rather than do that BIONOMIA THEOREM... zzz haiz...gt some mistakes le la...is nt careless la...is SILLY MISTAKES...haiz...it is ok la...must learn from it.. I was stuck at sm questions while some i just cant rmb how to continue...ahhhhhhhh..KOK WILEE...U SAY GET FULL MARKS??? WTH...u rly get i dunno wad to say... ya u top maths...haiz.. 3/8 dun lose face... must top all subjects ok!! haiz...also nt me la... hahas but at least is from my class hahahas... 2moro is physics...I learnt on sat and sun...but now nt much confidence left...question is: will my sa1 marks save my ca1 marks??? SAVE me...gd luck to every1 and myself!!!
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YWednesday, May 06, 2009
